the history of my people
runs in my veins
the stories of inhumane acts
run like a film roll in my head
the legacy of my family & tamils
keeps me going
everything I do is to honour
the history of tamils
sometimes keeps me up at night
my appama and ammama missing in times of crisis
my uncle bombed to death
my aunt left widowed
how do they sleep at night
knowing they took the lives of
hundreds of thousand innocent lives
the war left
thousands of my people
how did they get away
with the numerous
even on my darkest
I still speak about you
with endearing terms
and spill my heart out
to anyone willing to listen
they say –
If he were the one
he would have ;
they call you:
a fuc boi
a cheat –
but I know
in my soul and with everyinch of my heart
the mistakes we were were pure and out of innocence
I need time to grow and bloosom
but I still have faith in
you & us
even when your actions and words tell me otherwise
I miss the old you – the real you
Gratitude is an over looked concept. It is defined as ” the quality of being thankful”. it is the simple art of finding inner peace and ever lasting happiness. In lay mans terms, gratitude allows you to think and write down the things you are most grateful for in your life.
I don’t think I ever really practiced gratitude – until pretty much everything in my life turned to shit. At this point of time my anxiety was at its highest its ever been and I was grieving my cousin, Waldo’s, sudden death. I faced anxiety of the present and future. I was scared of everything that was to come in my life – because after all, everything can change in a blink of an eye. One minute everything can be fine and the next it could be utter chaos.
The aftermath of my cousins death left me losing faith. Everything changed, but for the worst. In order to mend my heart back together, I turned to the art of gratitude. Being a bullet journaller for a year at the time, I came across several collection spreads on gratitude logs – but before then, it never really resonated with me.
And so i set out to practice gratitude, in order to change my current outlook on life. I turned to pinterest to find inspiration for my gratitude log. Over time, I found that the easiest way to practice gratitude was to simply list a few things I was grateful for, on a daily basis.
NOTE: there are many other ways to practice gratitude, such as simply writing a word or line a day. or even just a simple list like I do 🙂
I would have to say that practicing gratitude has bettered both my life and mental health. More often than not, I find my self displaying a positive outlook on life. The art of gratitude has given me a new perspective or lens through which I view my life. Overall, I believe that practicing gratitude has allowed me to be more content with all I have in my life and not focus on what I don’t have.
would you consider practicing gratitude in your life ? what are your thoughts on the art of gratitude currently?
PS – linked is a pinterest board i have curated to help you set up a spread for practicing gratitude – whether it be in your journal, bullet journal or just a plain ol’ notebook 🙂