longer

they all call you names 

but I still think of all your best qualities 

selfless. caring. loving. trustworthy 

you engraved your name in my heart 

and slowly slipped away 

if I knew that night in February, 

would be the last time seeing you 

I would have 

stayed out longer

hugged you harder

admired your face longer 

held you closer longer

-XOXO chana

boi

i am done suffering alone

you’ve had

plenty of time

to make up

your stupid mind

yet

each night your probably with your bois

laughing

at the hurt

you caused

-XOXO chana

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fake

friends turned

gossips

was all you were

breaking down people

critiquing their flaws

for your own benefit

with little thoughts

of sympathy

fake is all you are

-XOXO chana

 

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gone

I showed how much I cared

Yet you called me crazy, annoying

And sensitive

I thought you were my friend

But you dropped a bomb on me

And left

Now I’m sitting here in silence

Trying to move on

From the damage you caused

-XOXO chana

 

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one last time

 

my soul aches to hear your voice

craving the words of all

you haven’t said

settle down your thoughts

and let the words stream

from your mouth

for one last time

-XOXO chana

 

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