future

i still hope 

that you 

will walk 

through the door 

because boi 

i cant 

lose another soul

you are the 

missing piece 

i’ve been searching for

so darling please 

dont let my anxieties 

push you away 

your the only one  

i want 

– my only chance 

of a 

bright future 

is you

 -XOXO chana

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to the one who got away

though you put me through hell

thank you for being you

thank you for giving me my firsts

first kiss, first boyfriend, first love

in the end you broke me

leaving me to mend my shattered heart

yet,

i wouldn’t go back and change a thing

i learnt a lot from our time together

give your partner the right amount of space

never leave a fight unresolved

but also not to easily trust

not everyone will be by your side

and everything inevitably seems to end

i still find my self checking up on you

now it breaks my heart to say

i may have let the one slip away

maybe next time

me and my anxiety

won’t fuck things up

-XOXO chana

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¿ f o r e v e r ?

you were once

my everything

my light on a gloomy day

i remember

our late night chats

about our future

we talked about ‘ f o r e v e r ‘

everything is

sinking in now

the person I once

wanted to come home to

is now a

distant memory

of the past

-XOXO chana

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haunted

somehow you still pop up in my life

whether it be

my timeline

or on the daily

i see your

face

in every crowd

every where i turn

im haunted

by the memory of you

-XOXO chana

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